Today we brought Bryant to our neighbourhood hair salon to shave his hair again. :) Deli said his current hairstyle abit patchy, so hope this time after shaving will grow out nice hair!
In the afternoon, we brought him to Far East Plaza to acc Deli to cut hair. Our hairstylist and her helpers fussed over bryant! ;P Asked me what I fed him, how come so "big". Hahaha!! Bryant was very curious, kept looking around the whole place and wanted me to walk around.
Nowadays, he very "sticky" to Deli lioa coz Deli plays alot with him. Think I must change my method of playing, cannot be too gentle and mild. He seems to enjoy those "exciting" playing, like throwing ball at him, etc. He did laughed with me today. I think our relationship is improving. :)
Bryant is 6 months old!! :)
Time passes so quickly.. Since his arrival, I have become tarepanda.. 6 months lioa.. still the same..
I love looking @ him.. His features keep changing everyday. Initially, everyone says he resembles hubby, now my frens said he resembles my younger brother! Hehe!
Today we brought him to J8 haagan daz to celebrate. Because he did not have enuff sleep in the morning, so he was abit moody when we brought him out.. -_-"
Tho he still not "tokin" alot to me now, I'm sure one day he will warm up to me. GANBATE GINA!! =)
No ice-cream to eat still want me to smileee... :(
Went for upgrade interview @ 3.30pm just now. The questions are mostly asked by Ger Yan (another IS director). Her questions are really not easy to handle.. eg, "When you move up to SO level, there will be many SO competing during appraisel, how and what are you going to do to make sure you shine?" "Can you handle stress?? What kind of stress you have handle so far? Can you multi-task?" "What makes you think you are suitable to move up to SO grade?" If I can make it, it is really a miracle!
Deli had a heated argument with MIL last night. Earlier, San Yi called and asked us what time we will be going over to Da Kim house this coming Saturday. MIL told her she will not be going and staying at home to look after Bryant. Only Deli and I will be going. When Deli heard this, he started to ask her how come Bryant cannot go. But MIL did not answer him and he followed her to her room. "Why Bryant cannot go??" MIL replied him "That time when I went to wen shen, shuping said she will believe then I went to ask. Shen said Jia Kai cannot go out at night!" Deli looked at her and replied "I want to bring him go Da Kim house on Saturday evening!" MIL rushed into my room and said "You said you believe then I go and ask!!" I nodded my head. She went out to living room "You really not going to listen to me?!" Deli replied "I am his father! And I want to bring him go out this Saturday! Do you know he has not been going back to visit his grandparents for very long time?" MIL shouted "Go back lo!!" Deli replied "We will and you better stop talking about this!!" MIL went back to her room and cried. When I woke up around 4am to prepare milk for Bryant, MIL came out of her room and said want to talk to me after I fed Bryant. She asked me to stand in front of the altar. "I have never stop you going back to your parent's place! They are your parents! They raised you up, just like me, raised Deli up! How can he talk to me like that!!??" And she started to cry. "My heart aches!!" FIL came out and asked MIL to stop ranting. She went back to her room and cried and I went back to my room but was unable to fall alsleep. I felt sad for her but felt that she deserved it too. Conflicting thoughts. She always want things to be in her way, regardless right or wrong, insensitive to others' feelings. Deli is brought up in this manner thus he became rebellious. I only hope Bryant won't become like him because MIL is taking care of him the same way she took care of Deli. *pray hard*
Deli told me his mum called him during the day to talk about Bryant. She said Bryant fell sick because we brought him out. She said when Bryant fall sick, we are the ones who are looking after him, not my parents. We are the ones who suffer. After hearing this, I felt damned angry! I asked Deli is she trying to say my parents passed the virus to Bryant?? It could be anyone!! His auntie also came to visit Bryant during weekend. It could be her! Deli was calm and tried to pacify me. Said he agreed and disagreed with his mother. He agreed with his mother that we are the ones who are taking care of him and was really hard on us. He also feels that she's abit over-protective over Bryant coz she looks after him during the day and spends alot of time with him. I asked him so is it I cannot go back to my mum's place anymore? He said I'm Bryant's mother, no-one can stop me to bring him back to my mum's place and he feels that his mum is only referring to going out shopping. We stopped our conversation when we heard the door being opened. I quickly rushed into toilet as I had started crying. When I came out, I avoided eye contact with her and went back into our room. Deli came in after sometime and asked me if I'm angry with him. Told him no. He said his mother asked him if he has told me regarding their afternoon conversation. He told her no and she scolded him not a man if he has told me and yet told her no. I looked at him expressionless "Who told you staying together is a breeze?" He left the room without a word. My tears start to drop again. :(
PD said Bryant got bronchitis. This is the first time I heard of this word on Wednesday. PD explained to me: "The phlegm are stuck in his lungs thus caused inflammation." PD did suction for Bryant but can only removed the phlegm from his nose and throat. I had to rent the neubilizer machine home to neubilize his airway. I was on whole week leave taking care of him. He cried whenever I used the neubilizer. My heart aches but it is for his own good so I hardened my heart n ignored his cries and continued to neubilize him every 4 hours. Going back for review tomorrow. Hope his condition has improved after all these neubilization.
Bryant got running nose and cough. Brought him to see PD in the morning. Was given some medicine and to be back tomorrow for review. He does not have much appetite now. PD advises his milk be diluted and increased his milk feeds. Hope he will recover soon.
