Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Ridiculous

Deli told me his mum called him during the day to talk about Bryant. She said Bryant fell sick because we brought him out. She said when Bryant fall sick, we are the ones who are looking after him, not my parents. We are the ones who suffer. After hearing this, I felt damned angry! I asked Deli is she trying to say my parents passed the virus to Bryant?? It could be anyone!! His auntie also came to visit Bryant during weekend. It could be her! Deli was calm and tried to pacify me. Said he agreed and disagreed with his mother. He agreed with his mother that we are the ones who are taking care of him and was really hard on us. He also feels that she's abit over-protective over Bryant coz she looks after him during the day and spends alot of time with him. I asked him so is it I cannot go back to my mum's place anymore? He said I'm Bryant's mother, no-one can stop me to bring him back to my mum's place and he feels that his mum is only referring to going out shopping.

We stopped our conversation when we heard the door being opened. I quickly rushed into toilet as I had started crying. When I came out, I avoided eye contact with her and went back into our room. Deli came in after sometime and asked me if I'm angry with him. Told him no. He said his mother asked him if he has told me regarding their afternoon conversation. He told her no and she scolded him not a man if he has told me and yet told her no. I looked at him expressionless "Who told you staying together is a breeze?" He left the room without a word.

My tears start to drop again. :(

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