Today Deli and I brought Bryant to Vivocity to shop. We finally used our stroller today. But Bryant does not like it. I had to stand in front of him so that he can keep still but after awhile he would cry n asked me to carry. Think he needs more time to adjust. :)
Today mil reached home before we went out. When she knew we were going out, as usual, she kept quiet. I was carrying Bryant and about to leave, she came out from her room, with her eyes red and sobbing quietly. She kissed Bryant and went back to her room. DRAMA again! -_-" Too bad Deli missed this and I'm not going to mention to him to spoil our shopping mood. But as the hours passed, I got more angry. What's the problem with her!?! When we reached home and had our dinner, I avoided eye contact with her. She kept trying to get Bryant's attention, and yes, she did it, as usual. After that, when she attempted to indicate "bao bao" to Bryant, I carried him away and back to my room. After that, I heard her chatting/talking to fil, suddenly a sentence came out quite loud "afraid her son close to ah ma!". Wondering if that sentence was meant for me. Anyway, HECK CARE!
This 8 months hasn't been easy for me. I nearly go into depression, thank goodness, my friends sticked around and encouraged me. So much conflicts that I nearly gave up but when I reached home and saw Bryant smiles at me, I know I can't give up. Seeing him smiles at me makes me forget all my unhappiness. He is my miracle, a gift from god. Moving out is MISSION IMPOSSIBLE so I must learn to handle the ordeal which will be thrown at my face in the future.
My wish for Bryant is to grow up healthily. I LOVE U! :)
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